Yesterday I completely lost it and was seeing red most of the day. I get fed up of being unlucky, stopping out of gold at 1050s was awful luck, as I puked almost the very low and I leveraged every penny into it. Then when I go into spread trading its really tough and then I quit for 4 months and the spreads are incredible, giving easy money and not blowing out. I return in April and by June everythings blowing out regularly, as in at least once a week. Then last November went to surprise a girl in HK and she had flown out to the US 4 hours before I got there!! then I got glandular fever and other things wrong with my health and had no travel insurance, so cost a fortune and had to delay my flight. I then get better and find out my letting agency have taken all my stuff, £2000 worth of stuff, most the stuff I owned infact. Still I am getting legal advice for it and no compensation yet.
My parents have now finally divorced and I am still yet to hear back from my biological father who said he would let me know when he's free, its been like 2-3 weeks... So much stuff makes me angry, I am becoming an angry person through no fault of my own. My backer banned me from trading over trichet along with most people he backs as last trichet we lost alot of money collectively, me and others. Although I lost my money on the bobl ted which blew out the day before and the moment I decided to trade it (see previous posts). So I watched as the spreads behaved beautifully over the conference and I was up 530 (which is very good) by 10am and I honestly think I could have broken 1400 on the day to make it my best day. It was just so good and people I know who trade same spreads made a killing.
So today I am trying to trade well and forget the fact its retarded to try and guess which days are gonna be good or bad. Plus trichet days have made me good money on average, so because of one bad one I am now so frustrated, I wish I could just have things go well for me!! both in trading and outside.
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